The lost dream or a new hope?

when I see the sky, I find no light

were the decisions wrong or was the moment not right

l am so confused that I laugh one time and other time I cry

and nobody understands that, as the tears have also gone dry

what was that I aimed for, what was the dream

I keep asking myself this question, I hopelessly scream

they say find a path, find a way

but the weight of failure once again scare me away

where are those wishes, where is that hope

I find like running away and search for a place to elope

but then I close my eyes and think over again

realises that this what losers say to gain

m not loser, I will decide my fate

I will be the master of my unconquerable soul whatever it may take

the sun will shine again after rain

there will be success all around which will take away the pain

ps: I m no good at poems…it’s my first one on the blog..just some random thoughts..apologies for any mistake